I can honestly say i love you and i know you’re just sitting back, just caring less and less every day. I’ll still be here. And for this moment ill sleep alright pretending to think that you still spend your thoughts wasted on me.
Id like to know your version because aparently it has nothing to to with actual love and/or respect. I have forgiven you and still confused. Seriously, just drop it and leave it alone if there is somthing you are really thinking then just say it. Do you love him too? If you do, go ahead and scream it. We only kept it a secret because we already knew you were gonna hate us for it, we just didnt know why. That boy loves you like a sister and me the same. I dont see the problem. I know who i am, i know what ive done, i know how i can be somtimes and i know ME. I dont like what ive done, who i was, or as a matter of fact who i am most of the time. I have as much problems with myself as much as you do. And you are RIGHT, i dont what there is to cherish or love. If you think youre beating me down, im already at my lowest and have been for awhile. Ive stepped back and looked in the mirror so many times and i can see clearly. Why dont you take a look? You dont know why i do the things i do and you have no reason to judge it either. If you would like to know why i do things or why i have just ask. Ive got the scars and stories to show you. So go ahead. Tell me im not worth it. Ive heard it a thousand times already. How come im the only one willing to have hope in our friendship or change? Really, this is why i hated moving from Kentucky to here. Everybody has a heart where i come from. This place is just to hard on everybody. I hate how society has made people like you. It just saddens me. I mean look at the world. This is blowing way out of proportion. And if you even look at this ill gain more respect for you. I have never had a reason to not like you and i still dont hate you or dislike you in anyway. Why do you harbor so much hatred? I just wanna know the truth.
Please forgive me. I dont understand whats wrong, i would just love to know. I dont wanna hurt you. He is our best friend and why would u care so much if me n him were together.? I know all the things youve said about me to him. Ive seen the texts even. I dont care, everybody says the same about me. If i bother you that much why didnt u just tell me.? Im sorry for whatever i did to completly piss you off. And Allie you are a wonderful amazing girl. Im never mad at you, i never have been i dont understand why you secretly hate me. Dont let anyone get you down. Please. Im always willing to listen if you wanna talk to me. Im sorry.